Exactly 10 months ago I updated my blog talking about getting back on track... It is saddening and embarrassing to know I did NOT follow through. Here I stand heavier than last year and back to my old eating habits. I would blame life and the drastic changes involved but there is no excuse. I would only be deceiving myself if I said I couldn't handle a lifestyle change.
I did not plan on starting up again, in fact I have been very happy eating out and stuffing my face; what I have not been happy with is my 3x blouses and size 22 pants. There I put myself out there and I am ashamed of what I have become. I know I can't continue this way not only have I been overwhelmed with self loathe; I know my health is probably in the gutter. I need to change, one day at a time, one baby step at a time. I can't predict what my future holds but I know that it shouldn't matter. I need to keep moving towards being a better me.
I didn't plan on getting back on track this morning but something clicked, changed, and made me want to stop making excuses and start making changes. Here's to motivation and inspiration.
